| I'm not really sure why,
but it seemed like a good idea to post here again.
I'm tired of the present, avoidant of the past, and nervous about the future.
But I'm not upset.
It's nice knowing that there are people who will always help you
(and for real)
instead of people who profess friendship and leave when it's convenient.
So let's not get carried away with the process
of elimination; I don't want to waste your time.
I don't have a clue what's going on for next year.
AmeriCorps? ASU? Fordham? USC? UT? KU? UI? OU? UNO? Tulane? Somewhere else? Coaching? Debating?
It's scary.
But somehow, I just feel this insurance
deep in my bones
that everything will be alright.
I used to rely on self-medication; I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future.
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.
I feel like part of the old me is coming back.
Maybe that's what's so new.
with love,
-m
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| I love - and hate - this song. It reminds me of you.
What the hell is going on?
I know that I'm usually not a very religious person. But please pray for me.
-m
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| SUPERHEROOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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O
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| oh, union.
oh, reunion.
oh, disunion.
hit me up.
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