kneel_down_and_kiss_the_earth's Xanga

Monday, October 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 00:33:44 GMT

I'm not really sure why,
but it seemed like a good idea to post here again.

I'm tired of the present, avoidant of the past, and nervous about the future.
But I'm not upset.
It's nice knowing that there are people who will always help you
(and for real)
instead of people who profess friendship and leave when it's convenient.

So let's not get carried away with the process
of elimination; I don't want to waste your time.

I don't have a clue what's going on for next year.
AmeriCorps? ASU? Fordham? USC? UT? KU? UI? OU? UNO? Tulane? Somewhere else? Coaching? Debating?
It's scary.
But somehow, I just feel this insurance
deep in my bones
that everything will be alright.

I used to rely on self-medication; I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future.
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.

I feel like part of the old me is coming back.
Maybe that's what's so new.

with love,
-m

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:54:57 GMT

I love - and hate - this song. It reminds me of you.
What the hell is going on?

I know that I'm usually not a very religious person. But please pray for me.
-m

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:59:42 GMT

in a jack-knifed juggernaut, i am born again.
new xanga.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:45:05 GMT

SUPERHEROOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:17:02 GMT

oh, union.
oh, reunion.
oh, disunion.

hit me up.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 21:55:35 GMT

ted's pants
they're falling apart the twelfth time
ted's pants
this is the walrus you love to eat
woahh ohh oh
this is the way the looky for you
ehhh
mr. miyagi

white nacho showed me
liddle bid of spark
given savy for his bed arrests
naomi watts too
the thing in the front of you
crawling into bed with meeeeeeee

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 00:55:25 GMT

Nabbed this from Pontius, who nabbed it from LaGarde.

Directions: Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs: 415 (hey, I use the other computer to burn stuff, so this one is limited)

Sort by song title...
First song: Nelly - #1
Last song: The Faint - Your Retro Career Melted [Remixed by Ursula 1000]

Sort by time...
Shortest Song: The Faint - Lullaby for the ... (0:54)
Longest Song: Something Corporate - Konstantine (9:41)

Sort by album...
First Song: Bill Withers - Use Me (on American Beauty Original Soundtrack)
Last Song: Elliott Smith - Waltz #2 (on XO)

Top 5 Most Played Songs...
1. The Faint - Your Retro Career Melted
2. Elliott Smith - Miss Misery
3. The Killers - Believe Me Natalie
4. The Cure - Why Can't I Be You
5. The Faint - The Conductor [Remixed by Thin White Duke/Jacques Lu Cont]

First 5 songs that come up on Shuffle...
1. Head of Femur - Elliott Gould Is In California Split
2. The Strokes - Someday
3. Deadsy - The Key to Gramercy Park
4. The Faint - Agenda Suicide [Remixed by Jagz Kooner]
5. Jack Johnson - If I Could

Search...
1. "Sex"--How many songs come up: 4
2. "Death"--How many songs come up: 4
3. "Love"--How many songs come up: 3
4. "You"--How many songs come up: 17
5. "love" and "you" --How many songs come up: 0

Posting pics in about 10 minutes.

edit: k... nevermind about the pictures. i'll do that once i GET them all.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 22:13:56 GMT

homecoming pics soon.
-m

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 17:41:40 GMT

i came home.

edit: quit fatting around.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 20:54:58 GMT

yay vigil
boo people
yay jenks
boo DI